I have found this thing and read through it. I am so lost. It hurts Charlie and I don't mean to. I don't remember being married to my husband, that is so messed up. My mother confirmed it all and showed some pictures of us from Christmas... I don't want to hurt him. I wish I could remember.

Now I have this whole huge in-law family. I think they like me, I don't know for sure. I remember them from school, but god, this is so hard. I remember the house, I remembered painting it with Charlie, I just can't remember my actual wedding ceremony... what will happen if I never remember?

Page smeared slightly with a couple tears

I don't know what to do... I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to remember my life...